Eh.

Happy Indepedence Day-

Another long patch of time has passed since my last blog. And I have no excuse for that.

I dont have one.
I dont want one.
I dont need one.

Every day I know I can blog, and yet everyday until now I have not.

I dont want to follow a format.
I dont want to address why I have been MIA.
I do not even want to personally reflect on why I have been MIA.

The space gaps between my blogs must mean something.
I'll know why I wrote today in retrospect.

Maybe it's because Im in the room that started it off.
The room Angelina and I first watched Julia&Julia-
The movie about the girl that went through the whole Julia Child cookbook
And blogged about it.


All I do is talk about astrology.
So Angelina said I should blog about that.
Atleast then its in a forum people like.
Or are atleast reading at their own will.
Atleast then I dont have to shove the astrology down their throats.

Anyways, that's why I started the blog.

And then I blogged a lot. Like all the time.
I cared if people read it at some point.
I cared so much I started making sure I kept my audience in mind.
I'll be sure not to do that anymore.
Mite as well just be me.
Whenever I do that I win.
Orleast im at peace.

SO I start the blog and got like addicted to it
Cause it's so much fun and im getting a big kick out of it.
Writing it.
Learning more.
Teaching others about it.

But then writing it started becoming a problem:
The editting monster.
The part of my brain thast has to read the sentence over a million times because I think I can say it even better maybe this way or that way.

It would be so much easier if I didnt have to even use words.
If I could just splat the info from my brain to urs.
That'd be the best.
I woudn't even have to say it.
Just because I talk too much doesnt mean I wouldn't like to not say something.

Maybe I just do it cause Im so excited about what we're talking about.
Or im passionate about something.
Or im just a little nervous.
Nah nervous cant be it.
Im def more quiet when Im nervous.

Atleast that's how he puts it.
The one that always has my back and encourages me to do everything Ive ever wanted.
The one I love most.
He's gonna be so excited wen he sees I blogged.
Because he loves it
And he knows how much I love it.
He's the cutest.
He's the best.

Moving along,
the blog.

So in honor of Independence Day I have decided to free myself from any editting.
I will not edit my feelings.
I will not edit this text.
I will let the blog be what it is today:
Just a stream of conscienceness.
And I will let this all just be a small example of
what it's like to be
thoughts from a proud sadge
in a Cancer sun.

-Happy Birthday Cancers.