Still Waiting...

 Today is my due date and I am still waiting for my Scorpio. It’s quite a lot to deal with. Here’s why:

1.       I truly thought the baby would be early- maybe before Halloween- maybe even as a Libra! When you’re wrong about something you had such a strong feeling about, you doubt yourself. It’s a little disappointing.

2.       I’ve been pregnant 40 weeks and we are so totally ready for our little angel to arrive. I’m very anxious! Walking past an empty bassinet every day is making a mockery out of me.

3.       I’ve been pregnant 40 weeks and HELLO! I’m incredibly uncomfortable.

4.       Waiting for your first baby is frustrating. No matter how much you read and research (and I’ve done both extensively) you STILL don’t really know what to expect. Every day I think it can come and every day I’ve been wrong. It’s like my body is playing tricks on me and it’s exhausting. PLUS while I am stressing each day- now that the due date has arrived- my phone has been blowing up asking for updates. A constant reminder that THERE ARE NO UPDATES!

5.       My mom is coming to town Tuesday night. I was/am hoping the baby would be here before her so she could see us all settled in our new home together. Now half of her vacation may involve having to put up with her over-pregnant, hormonal, stressed-out daughter.

6.       If the baby doesn’t come out on its’ own by Thursday, November 8^th, I will be checked into the hospital to begin induction and have the baby on November 9^th. This is a perfectly fine birthday for any Scorpio- but what I’d really prefer (and hope for) is that the baby arrives on its own- not forced out by a team of doctors.

So here I am, still waiting. I’ve been doing everything I can on my end to help this baby out- Googled every home inducing remedy to no success. At this very hormonal time, I’ve been extremely emotional ever since my doctor and I planned the induction for next week. No one’s been able to put me at ease; I can’t relax. I’ve almost completely forgotten how to.

With all this heavy on my mind and heart- I do what most people do in times of crisis. I pray, I believe. And then, as usual, I go to the stars. What would they say? 

I’ve often joked The Secret Language of Relationships is much like the astrological bible in a sense. There are so many answers one can find within its realms. Today, through this text, I was able to finally feel comfort. 

Knowing my odds (and the fact that even if I went into labor right now the baby probably wouldn’t arrive until tomorrow, the 3^rd) I decided to learn a little more about our future child via its birth week: The Week of Depth: November 3-11.  

According to “the book,” Frank and I couldn’t ask for a better week to have a baby. Those born in The Week of Depth are: very profound- shunning superficiality, successful-hard workers, extremely empathetic, passionate, loyal, very physical, “unusually kind, giving, and quite sentimental…kind to animals and small children…and make excellent parents.”

These are wonderful traits any parent would be proud to attribute to their children. Other tidbits I found that may make the beginning of our lives together a bit easier was: “They need to sleep soundly for long periods of time…and enjoy the pleasures of the table.” (p. 141). Well at least, according to “the book,” we can count on little baby being a good sleeper and eater!

What really excited me was the title of Frank and mine’s relationship with the baby. You see, in “the book” every two people, represented by their birth weeks, are given a title to describe the relationship, along with its strengths, weaknesses, advice, and short description of the two combined chemistries. For example, Frank (born “Week of the Genius” [Jan. 23-30]) and I (born “Cusp of Prophecy” [Dec. 19-25]) are best love; our strengths are convincing, versatile, and affectionate, and our relationship is entitled, “Speaks for Itself,” as in, “what this duo produces speaks for itself.” (p. 765). Well THAT’S for sure!

For me and the baby, are strengths will be lighthearted, lively, and passionate; we are best marriage- although it explains in the description, “this pairing could be a once-in-a-lifetime experience, no matter what type of relationship it governs.” (p. 719). Best of all, our title is “Lively Interchange.” How very fitting:)

I’ve always teased Frank about his infamous week being infamously friendly with ALL the weeks of the year. His and the baby are no exception as they are happily entitled “Nothing Short of Amazing.” (You can say THAT again!) It’d figure those two would get along so well- everyone does with Frank! They are best love and their strengths include miraculous, productive, and exploratory. It states: “When these two combine their energies the results can be nothing short of miraculous…the chemistry here is somewhat unfathomable.” For this I am not surprised- makes perfect sense! It goes further: “These two are drawn to the supernatural- they love horror stories, science fiction and fantasy. Exploring the dark side of human experience, both on screen and off, is common here.” (p. 722). For those of you who do not know Frank, let me put it like this- one of the things he is most excited about when it comes to the baby is watching all the Star Wars, anime, (and other things I don’t particularly care for) with it!

I’m so glad I looked into all the glory we can expect from our little one as this new week approaches. Looks like the best thing that could have happened was the baby to just take its time and arrive when it’s ready. (Again- I hope it arrives on its own accord- but even still- so long as the baby is happy, healthy, and safe, there’s nothing more I can ask for.)

Following my beliefs and faith in the stars has taken an enormous amount of weight off my shoulders. I’ve actually felt it melt away as I researched and wrote all this time. The main thing is, even though it feels like it’s been an eternity, the baby WILL arrive this week, the week of depth, and luckily for all of us- what a wonderful week it will be.

<3.

Waiting for My Scorpio

In my last entry I failed to mention one very important thing: I am pregnant. No one knew at the time because it was too early. I was 7 weeks along, and Frank and I didn’t want to tell anyone until we returned to New York and could tell our parents in person. Well we did and now- 39 weeks along- our little Scorpio is due to arrive any day now<3.

Obviously, a lot has happened since then. Here’s the breakdown of events:

Aries (Mar 21-Apr 19): New Beginnings

Frank and I returned to NY to share the big news with our family and friends. Everyone was excited, surprised, and supportive. 

When we returned home in Virginia we celebrated our one year anniversary. Best year of my life. 

Taurus (Apr 20-May 20): Buying Things like No Bull

Ah, the most wonderful (astrological) time to spend cash, and so I did. Entering my second trimester left me little choice- maternity clothes were a must! I did a great deal of shopping, and Frank and I indulged in dinner’s out- as I was finally feeling better. (My first 20 weeks of pregnancy were very hard, I was sick every single day.) We also registered for our baby shower at this time- no easy feat!

Gemini (May 21- June 20): Two Sides

This is when the other shoe dropped. I had to come clean to my students and colleagues- as my condition was becoming more evident. They were all thrilled.

Frank and I had our last trip to VA Beach, enjoyed a fabulous “Kanye Lab II” and soaked up our last few days in Virginia. Our move to Austin, Texas-a recent dream of ours- was about to become a reality.

Cancer (June 21- July 22): Many Emotional Journeys

This was by far our busiest time of year. Thank God I was in my best state, pregnancy wise. We had many an emotional journey to go through- and through it all, everything turned out more successful than we thought possible.

Firstly, we both finished our work in Virginia. The school year ended in June and Frank had his last day July 1^st, so we could travel at ease before the big move.

Then we spent 10 wonderful days in New York. It was our best vacation back yet. We spent time with our family, friends, and animals, I had a beautiful baby shower, Frank gave a wonderful lecture on Nikola Tesla (fellow Cancer), and we even found ourselves leaving in a new (used) SUV! The hardest part was saying goodbye.

When we did return to Virginia it was not for long. Within a week we were packed up- kitty, creatures, and all- and on the road to Austin, Texas. We spent the last three days of the Cancer Sun on the road.

So many goodbyes in such a short period of time…

Leo (July 23-Aug 22): Drama

On the first morning of the new Leo Sun, we woke up in our new city for the very first time. We were home- just without a home. Frank and I got right to putting the pieces to our new life together: Apartment hunting & job hunting- even hotel-bargain hunting! It was quite a lot of work but 3 days of apartment hunting, 15 job interviews, and 2 weeks in a hotel later- we were starting to get settled into our new lives.

Nothing about this was easy- but it all became well worth it. Even with the delayed entry, we found the perfect place for us. Frank found work quickly- and kept at the interviews until he found the best job for him- technical support at his Mecca- Apple. Money and mail problems were eventually resolved, and I suppose, all’s well that ends well. (Needless to say, we were both very happy to see the Leo Sun set at August’s end.)

Virgo (Aug 23- Sept 22): Everything Coming Together

Things were finally coming into place. Frank got the job (YAH!), we got furniture (WOOHOO!), and I started school (YIPPEE!). I feel like this time was spent putting the finishing touches on our new home- me shopping, Frank- putting the new furniture together:)

Libra (Sept 23- Oct 22): Balance and Politics

The balance we so patiently waited for. Our time spent in the Libran Sun was so delightful. We took Lamaze, I finished my grad work, and every day I secretly hoped little baby in my belly would come out early to embrace the sign. (Plus my patience is running out!)

And here we are now- the start of Scorpio (Oct 23-Nov 22). We’re currently under the Aries Moon- yet another time of new beginnings. I wonder when the baby will arrive. I always thought he or she (we don’t know the sex) would come early- now I’m just hoping that’s the case because with school done and everything in our new home all set- I’m anxious to be a mommy! I can’t believe it’s all really happening, after all this time. You mean, soon, I won’t be pregnant anymore? You mean the little bassinet Frank uses to put his glasses and kindle in at night will soon be occupied by our little bundle of joy? It all just seems so surreal!

I’ve been doing a lot of walking, eating spicy foods, and all that is expected of an anxious mom awaiting the arrival of her newborn- but deep down I know this little angel is going to come out when it is supposed to. It’s destined to be the little Scorpio it will be. Whenever he or she comes, I can’t wait to shower it with all the love in the world.  

Enjoy all that awaits you, Scorpios and all. My hope is by my next entry I will have a little baby to brag about. Until then, Happy Early Halloween and all the other treats of the Scorpio Sun<3.

Happy New Year's Eve, Dancers and Dreamers!

Well here we are. Over a year of Thoughts from a Proud Sadge and so much as been accomplished:

• Big steps for astrology in the ARTlab
• Natal Readings in the park
• Learning charts in the classrooms
• Promoting Astrological Awareness
  
• Discovery and analysis of self and others through an Astrological lens

The more I seem to learn and share, the more I see this Astrology business is no joke!

There really are only 12 kinds of folks out there: Aries, Taurus, Gemini, Cancer, Leo, Virgo, Libra, Scorpio, Sagittarius, Capricorn, Aquarius, and Pisces. But don't jump on me because that's not all. Each one of these fine 12 folks has their own unique astrological mix of 11 signs (aka Natal Charts). Not to mention, on top of all that, each individual is born in a special week and day in the their sign- all individualized, identified, and labeled.

And here we are. Nearing an end of another astrological year. March 18th will mark the last day of the last week of the astrological calendar, Pisces III: The Week of Dancers and Dreamers.

I know I easily say this about many weeks, but this week truly happens to be one of my favorites of the year. I have so many close loved ones born in this week (Happy Birthday MA and JD!) and they happen to be some of the most loved individuals anyone could meet. Perhaps this is because they may be considered the highest sign on the assembly line; an iPad 2 if you will. The last of an Astrological God's creation; Pisces are his Saturday.

This sun sign in the Week of Dancers and Dreamers focuses on the reflection and completion of the year. Perhaps this is why so many people are born in this week- (I know of six this year alone! Welcome to the world, little babies!) It is as if there's a last call for all Pisces before the calendar comes to a close. I imagine it is like being born on New Year's Eve- just in time for mom and dad to claim Junior as a dependent on their taxes;)

So what does this mean for all of us? Well, first and foremost this calls for a celebration! Happy St. Patrick's Day! Go out and laugh. Dress up and dance. Enjoy the year you had and get excited for what's next: a whole new year.

The Aries sun will be upon us next week, and this brings on a whole new light in a form of new beginnings. Lucky for us, Pisces isn't going very far- it will be staying in Neptune for the next 18 years or so. This means that whatever life was like from April 3, 2011-August 3, 2011 (the last time Pisces visited Neptune) expect a repeat this year and for the next 18+ years. For most of us- this is a great time in life to live over and over again.

For instance, April of last year was a major turning point in my life. I could honestly write a book about it all! I found logic in the stars, I fell in love, I created and promoted art and music- my biggest passions. I met some of the most amazing and unusual characters I could have ever imagined. (Aw-look at me and my little Pisces moon getting nostalgic! It is that week...)

The point is, Pisces in Neptune (in part) brought me all of these things. And I have faith as we begin our newest journey and adventures, starting with Aries of the new year, the stars will guide me through more amazing moments.

I wish the same and best to all of you. I hope you find comfort in the stars and their effect on our lives. Enjoy the last few days in Pisces, and the inevitable new beginnings that will follow.

Happy New Year, Everyone!!

Strange Coincidences of a Scorpio Moon, in a Capricorn Sun

GR! What a terrible night's sleep!

My little black kitty wouldn't stop knocking things down and waking me up through out the night. On my thirty or so toss and turn I knew, this was an effect of the moon. How can I prove it? Well when I finally did wake up I quickly learned I was not the only one to have a miserable night's slumber. Both my Aquarius BF and Sagittarius mother had similar experiences. A restless night, in two very restless signs. Go figure.

Just to break it down for the entire class, we are currently in a Capricorn sun. We have been since December 21st, and will continue to be until January 19th. This means shout outs are in order for all of my Capricorn friends, Happy Birthday! Secondly, this means a time of personal transformation.

Capricorn is ruled by the planet Pluto, which represents personal transformation. When I read charts I always analyze this person's sign as what he or she will grow into through out life. (These are the traits we will take on as we develop over time.) If you haven't notice, regardless of what your sign in Pluto is, we all feel it's rule over us in the month of Capricorn.

For instance, it all starts off with the holiday season...a time usually spent with family and close friends. Then the sun moves towards New Years Eve and New Years Day, a time to shed our old, bad habits and transform ourselves into the beings we truly want to be. As we begin our new journey into a new year, the frustrations of regularity replaces the joy of the holidays we once embraced, and more often than not, we return to the bad habits we couldn't break. Unless we could break them, bringing on personal transformation.

On top of all that, black Capricorn can also be seen as a time of life and death, in more ways than one. Beginning something new, ending something old. I know there have been too many funerals already this month, and plenty of joyous new births to fill those holes in our hearts. (Welcome to the world little Cap babies! [Esp. NJS<3])

Or perhaps it is the end of an era, and the beginning of a new one in other ways. Moving? Changing schools? Careers? Significant others? All of these are a chance in our current sun. For me, it just so happens, I have been looking to accomplish three of the four (luckily I am perfectly content with my perfect week of the genius BF<3). We are planning on moving yet again, and starting new careers. If I do not transfer to another school district (for those of you who did not already know, I am an English teacher) I may try my best at pursuing a career in astrology or writing of some kind.

So what do I do first? Well I have been working on many projects but the most exciting new venture on my plate is an invitation. I was recently invited by a colleague of mine (a Virgo who also loves astrology) to read charts, tarot cards, and shed light on the subject of astrology at one of his wife's dinner parties. She will be selling some products and thought my expertise could serve as another form of entertainment and possibly enlightenment:)

Ah, so here I go...down the rabbit hole of personal transformation, in this very strange Scorpio moon. Just remember, we're best off embracing it.